Here it comes. I suppose I am on the verge of one of two possible scenarios: (1) I am about to rise from average, where I've remained idle for some months now, and take strong action toward my true goals and potentials, becoming a man, or (2) I am about to plunge into the bleakest, loneliest night of my days, facing obstacles with defeat as my expectation, fating myself to a life of loss. I'm cautious today.
Perhaps I need her to get through this, and without her I will crumble to the darker fate. Or perhaps it is without her that I should walk my road, and she can only hold me down. I truly have no perception here. What I do perceive is that I am about to shed some skin, to reform with a bit more color to my life.