The Two of Me

I think there's a very metaphysical duplicity to who we are.  You know, what you see versus what you don't see.  Not to say that these two sides of me are always at conflict.  In fact, I think living life with both sides in continuous perspective is what keeps both sides at peace and balance.  But there is only worldly credibility to the physical side of who I am.  The things I do and say in this life are but consumption of air and space, and when I am gone, they will slowly fade with my rotting corpse.  And then I see only the spirit of who I am, the angel, the demon, the aura, living on in a universe much more vast than what we know in terrestrial existence.  As far as I can tell, when I move on I will have little concern for whatever took place in this lifetime.  Now is the only time that I can even consider the purpose for my earthly presence.  And because the conscious seems to be connected to the sub-conscious, I have to believe that what I choose in this life will have permanent repercussions on the next, whether good or bad.

I'm done.  Maybe more later.